last night i cried for hours on jenn, so sad, so fucking sad, and no reason why

( cut for rambing poetical thoughts on last night/this morning )

this is a rant, a major rant, most of the stuff in it is out of proportion to reality, but i want to leave it to show an insight into how i've been feeling. please don't take it as a bad reflection on people mentioned, they're lovely really, i'm just grumpy today.

i love jenn more than anything

i'm not trans
( cut for whinging about sex, gender, jenn and life )

some days it feels like all i do is sleep ( Read more... )

wednesday
went to the nooodle bar, was great and date like and lovely
then went shopping
and wandered into ann summers
and bought a conenot sure how good it is, very loud ( Read more... )

ok, this update may get a tad long...

( cut for debauchery, 1920's revels and kinky dirty antics AND ME GETTING KISSED BY CASS KING!! )

well, yesterday we met up with jamie, headed to the dog and trumpet to watch wrapped in plastic, alex was their stage slave, and i was more than a little jealous of his cage ( Read more... )

i'm using this entry as part confession, part apology, and partly to hear what you think on the matter (if anything ( Read more... )

today started off bad and got better ( Read more... )

ok, the trangst is getting to me way to much ( Read more... )

came back to London today ( Read more... )